Cleaning house a little bit. Going through the drawers and closets, letting go……giving up on some of the old things.
Since Harvey, and Irma I’ve had a bit of an awakening. There is so much clutter that doesn’t matter.
I’ve cleaned out so much of what “no longer serves me”. That is a phrase that I’ve come to know in my yoga practice.
You have days when your strength, attitude, ability, and flow work. You exit the class better than you were when you went in. You have other days when you can’t keep your balance, your body rebels, and you wonder why nothing is working. It’s all ok. It’s important to let go of what isn’t working.
Breathing, something we take for granted. Air in, air out.
One of the focuses of my recent practice is mindful breathing to either energize or calm the body.
Mine has needed calming. The recovery from Harvey is Horrific. People are still displaced, the clean up and reconstruction will take a long time.
In a City of 5 plus million people; 150,000 homes have flood damage. There are two schools of thought on that number, the first is the devastation of the sheer number. The second is the pragmatic view that the number, no matter how big, is exceedingly small compared to the entire population of Houston.
The traffic has been horrible as one of the major toll roads just re-opened this week.
The euphoria of charity, help, and heroism has dissolved into traffic jams, short tempers, and the “we’re so done” attitude toward pulling out dry wall, carpet, and flooded debris. Let’s not even talk about mold. That’s a whole book in itself.
So today, let’s take a few minutes to breath slowly and deeply. In and out. Be calm, and someone buy some bleach.
It’s been 5 months since I started a regular exercise routine.
Nothing big to report. No miracle transformation, but there have been small milestones that I’m so happy to have reached.
1. There was the headstand.
2. The 1 minute plank.
3. The strength moves in the headstand.
4. Coming to really enjoy my work outs. My change in attitude astounds me.
5. Touching my toes!
This might seem like the smallest of markers, but in all actuality….it’s huge for me.
Growing up taking dance lessons, being on the dance team (drill team) in high school, doing aerobics, maintaining my flexibility and splits now into my 50’s….why would touching my toes be such a big deal?
With all that flexibility, there was a tightness in my back that limited my range of motion in the forward fold. With Yoga, I’ve now stretched and strengthened to the point where I can fold, and touch my toes. It was a happy day. A little milestone that had always eluded me, but now, it is mine. Hello toes.
A happy Monday reaching a long overdue milestone.
This is the beginning of a journey, and I bit off more than I could chew. Are you still beginning 4 months in? How long did it take Louis and Clark to get to the Pacific? Dang it, I’m going to cry again.
As strong as I’ve gotten since March, I wasn’t prepared for today’s class, a hot class 96 degrees and far more advanced than I. I’ve always been strong, until I wasn’t. This is a very long journey back.
Needless to say, I was shaken, exhausted, and ready to barf at the end of the hour.
Crow? No….not yet. No Chataranga yet. No Ashtaranga yet. No, I’m not into my wheel yet. You want me to grab my big toe, and do a one arm one leg side plank?……Ok. I actually did that move, now I will just get into my child pose, and catch my breath. After 20 Vinyasa ( the rest portion of the class –which is plank, to up dog, to down dog in a fluid movement), planks held , 3 legged dogs to plank, runner’s pose, wild things, side planks, chair twists, tree on blocks, dancer’s pose on blocks, and whatever else turned me into a pile of weeping mush.
Tomorrow is another day, Scarlett. If I can move tomorrow, I will try again.
Yoga made me cry……yoga is not for sissies. Expletive here#%\\€£¥!!!
Letting go of weight, focusing on strength, and being just who I am.
Transforming myself from the inside out. Getting stronger by the minute.
Daily practice, includes inversions. The headstand is the beginning. Adding the strength moves. Then, letting go of the wheel. Next the Forearm Stand.
This will be my 2nd month of regular 3x a week practice. Strength and Flexibility are the goals.
I can’t move…..I didn’t die…..but I can’t move!
What an experience.
I woke up extra tired today.
It didn’t seem like I could get going.
So I took my shower, and what did I see in the mirror when I got out?
A black eye! Well a nasty black spot under my right eye. The make up just can’t cover it up.
What the heck? What an odd little patch? I think the make-up makes it look worse.
The only thing I can think of that might have caused the odd discoloration would be practicing my headstands.
I got a new Yoga Wheel, and yesterday I showed off some of my headstand skill to my husband. Let me tell you, he was impressed.
Truly, he thought it was cool.
I must have busted a blood vessel, and ta-da, a little black eye.
I need an awesome story to go along with it……it’s such a little patch. Maybe I got hit in the eye with a sparkler? Fight with a Fairy Princess with a tiny little fist? Poked myself in the face with a pencil?
I almost hope it gets a little bigger, so I can come up with a better story.
Image from Pinterest.
Getting through the sun salutations yesterday, huffing and puffing only to find a little humor.
I wonder where I can get a set of these?
In my warrior yestday, the instructor is pushing down my shoulders, and straightening my arms….that was funny.
In my down dog, she tries to flatten the middle of my back, and push my shoulders down.
It was like I was one of those toys where you push one side and another side goes silly? It was very Lucille Ball.
I didn’t quite get into my headstand. I couldn’t figure out how to relax the muscles in my legs. It wasn’t like I was using my legs, I just couldn’t relax them. It didn’t seem like they were flexed. It was a quandary. “Clear your mind, relax your legs, engage your core, flex your feet.” Sorry, I cleared my mind, what was after that?
I live to fight another day I guess, and try again at lunch on Friday.
Today I’m grateful that my planks are getting stronger, and I actually got my leg into a half lotus. Trying not to think about my age does make Yoga a little easier.
Have you ever had a funny work out?
A few years ago; it was the Personal Trainer, till I blew out my Achilles.
Then, I tried to train for a 5k run….hahahahaha.
Then it was Zumba with a little yoga on the side, till I went back to work.
Now it’s TRX and yoga….and I’m losing my momentum again.
Do I have it in me to keep going?
Is it just a holiday Monday keeping me down?
Going from the Pidgeon pose that made my foot fall asleep into the splits. I’ve always maintained my splits since high school, but the yoga version had something let loose in my hip that made me start laughing. The Pidgeon pose hurt, and my foot falling asleep was just icing on the cake.
Images from Pinterest.
I got turned into a pretzel, and it made me laugh.
I’ve never been able to do a forward fold, but I might have to make it my goal…..if I can walk tomorrow.