From Brene Brown via Pinterest and Brainy Quote.
I struggle with all the self care, self acceptance, and self love hoopla.
Maybe it was the way that I was brought up.
I never saw all the holes in my boat, until I started looking deeper into this subject.
Belonging is something that I cultivate within my family, and my gal pals, and my group at the yoga studio. I’ve been very welcomed at my job, but I hold myself a bit apart. It begs the question: what haven’t I accepted in myself?
There is still a part of me that expects rejection. I expect people not to show up, to cancel, beg off, make excuses. It’s a big part of my job. I support clients at their convenience, not mine. I support the firm. Their schedule is above mine.
It might just be easier to believe people won’t show up, cancel, or reject me so that I won’t be too disappointed when it happens? The search for why is ongoing.
Why do I still believe that I’m not enough? Can that ever change?