Have you ever noticed patterns?
Patterns of behavior? Patterns of situation?
Yesterday started well enough, but I found myself irritated beyond measure by 3pm.
So I went back in my journal and found that mid-month this year has been fraught with consternation, frustration, and stupid situations.
Since there is no longer a biological reason for this in me, it really has me wondering what is causing this mid-month moodiness and grief.
(Image from Pinterest; Kush and Wisdom)
It was difficult to stay silent. It was difficult to understand the boiling in my soul.
Today isn’t much better, but at least I have calmed down enough to apply some logic and analysis to the consternation.
Recognizing the pattern actually gave me some relief, because now I can work against it and try to break the cycle.
Today, I might be boiling, but I am grateful that I have found the pattern, and that I can work to break it.