No, this isn’t about my interview, Thank God.
It’s about self-realization.
I’ve been trying too hard to do something because I was in an unknown place, and I didn’t fit in. So I put on the happy face and tried.
It was terrible. The harder I tried, the angrier and more unhappy I became.
So, note to self: when the plants are dead….when you are not where you are supposed to be….go home, or Stop watering!